DONE, DONE, DONE

THAT'S IT!!!!! I'm done being half-assed (sorry for crude word, couldn't think of anything else...). I'm done doing things partly, only trying some of the time. I"M DONE!! I'm so mad at myself for not having the will power, stick-to-it-iveness.... I"M DONE!! I'm done letting sweets have control over me in such a major way! I NEED to lose this weight...not want, NEED. I've GOTTA do this! I HAVE TOO!!!!!!

I have been tracking with weight watchers and "trying" for 6 weeks now and only lost 5lbs. I keep going up and down, up and down and I'm done with that. I keep complaining that my jeans don't fit, but who's fault is that?!?!? If I'm not willing to do something about it, I'm not allowed to complain!! So I'm going to try and keep up with my weekly posts here to put it out there as well in a group I'm in on facebook. So here are my goals for this week:

GOALS:
- Drink 4 water bottles a day
- Eat more fruits and veggies!!!
- RESIST!!!! I WILL have will power. I WILL have will power...
- PRAY specifically for people in the group for specific goals - if you need a specific prayer from here leave me a comment.

please, please, please pray for me. I know power of prayer works. I am going to make it a priority to make time for prayer as well. I think having God in my corner to do this will make it better.

What Have I Done today to make me feel proud?

Well I am embarking on a new mission in life. I have been busy this past year planning for a wedding. It takes a lot of time, money and commitment. Now I have a new plan. I want to be a Mom. I want to take some time before being a Mom in order to be a good Wife, but I know I want to be a Mom. Now, I'm not going to be a Mom in the shape/weight I am in right now. I need to lose weight before I can even think of being pregnant.

So this is my plan....I am doing a variation of the "Couch to 5k" Program. I have started walking to get my plan going and this is the second day so far! I am also desperately trying to eat better, eat more vegetables and more fruit!

I have also joined a group on Facebook called the "Biggest Loser Fundraiser". It is a great group for moral support and encouragement! Already it worked today since I didn't want to do my second walk and two wonderful ladies encouraged me to get going because I would feel better afterwards and they are absolutely right!! So once I get some figures about percentage lost or pounds shed I will post!!!!